let your light shine

(my notes from Part 3 of CF's current series, "Jonah" - message delivered by Pastors Todd Mullins/Daniel Young, May 28, 2016)

Pastor Todd Mullins' last sentence in his video message still echoes in my head
"Let your light shine"

Let your light shine - I can't echo it loud enough. 

Let.your.light.shine - I can't stress it enough

LET.YOUR.LIGHT.SHINE - I can't punctuate it enough


The message resonates with me so well. 
I was hit. 

And i am sure that many others were hit. 
All the Jonahs of the world...
and in the world 

...who have been called and chose to flee. 
...who were called and fled 
...who were called and missed the instructions 
...who were called and ignored the calling 


them who thought the story of Jonah was about Jonah 
them who thought the story of Jonah was about the whale 
them who thought the story of Jonah was about the Ninehvites

they didn't get it 
that the story of Jonah was about God 

How great is it that our God is a God of second chances..
and third chances..and fourteen chances....

so that even if we fail to recognize his calling
we still get chances to turn around and heed it on the nth time 

Yes, how great it is that God gives us Groundhog Days

so that we can do things all over again 
or..that we can go back and choose a different action for the same situation 

so that if we missed His call the first time or the second time or the third time he called,
We are called again and given the chance to heed the call on the nth time 

Because the event of calling would recur many times ...until we finally choose to change our response 
Because finally, we would come out of hibernation and out of that hole we retreated to 


Many of us would finally do a 180 when we find ourselves drowning 
...and gasping for air 
flailing our arms looking for something to hold on to 

it is the same with spiritual drowning.

we slowly smother ourselves 
burying ourselves in the pit of sins 
right in the depths of the sea of sins

and we don't recognize it right away 
we stay there to hibernate
we mistake the joy of hibernation as the good life 

until we slowly lose air 

gasps...
gasps...
gasps...

we are drowning spiritually 

and just when we thought we are ready to heave our last breath 

God calls....again

for the nth time


and then we see the whale engulfing us

and inside the belly of the whale, we change our 

posture
perspective
path 

and the whale vomits 


 "...And the Lord spake unto the fish, and it vomited out Jonah upon the dry land." (Jonah 2:10)

 "And the word of the Lord came unto Jonah the second time, saying,..."  (Jonah 3:1)


Truths

God will call you out to call you up 
God calls you because he chose you
God calls you for a purpose 
God equips you 
God sends you out to shout his name 
God chose us for something new...
...something better 
...something GREAT


22 years ago, I was called
The first call was wrapped in swaddling clothes 
I called him Jonas, the last of my three children 

I did not even know it was a call 


Over the years he sent storms:
some mild storms
some fierce 

he sent floods 

in some I managed to keep my head above the water 
in some, I swallowed murky water that made me sick 
...sick to the bones 
...sick in my gut 

if He ever sent a whale
I never recognized 

I had to be drowning before I was able to recognize the whale 

Because in the depths of sin, in the depths of the ocean of sins 
is where you can see whales 

When you are fighting for your last breath of air 
Is when you see the outline of a fish 
...fish big enough to swallow you whole 

In between gasping for air and struggling to swim into the surface, 
the movie of my life started 

in between treading shallow waters of sin
God was getting me equipped 

He provided me with the gift of writing 
He sent people to equip me physically 
I was provided the tools for writing 
but I was still blind about the purpose 

and the gift fell into my hands 
which I used in vain 
I trampled the pearls that God gave me 

6 “Do not give what is holy to the dogs; nor cast your pearls before swine, lest they trample them under their feet, and turn and tear you in pieces. (Matthew 7:6New King James Version (NKJV)


I was the biblical dog...and the biblical swine ...we all are...
who were thrown pearls and trampled them under our feet 


I was like a child who was given crayons 
and drew stick figures on the wall, 
instead of using them in my coloring book 


or the teenage band player 
who played blasphemous music instead of praise 


or the preacher who was given the Bible 
and started preaching about material prosperity 
instead of proclaiming the Gospel 


We missed the purpose of our calling 

Because we did not recognize the whales 

And our God of infinite chances and infinite grace never tires to call us again 


I had close calls
They were instances when I thought I was ready to obey God 

I used my writing skills 
here: 
http://onethousandverses.blogspot.com/


and here: 
http://inmybrokenness.blogspot.com/



Inspirations came in spurts...

...bursts 


Random
Intermittent 
Sporadic 
Fragmented


And God disguises whales too.
Because I avoided the waters. 

I kept missing the whales, 
so he put a lighthouse in my path instead

my very own lighthouse 


I will shout because I have something great to shout about 
I will get loud because something amazing is new and fresh in my life 


MY.VERY.OWN.LIGHTHOUSE 




My payer is for God to give me the conviction to say that:

I am SAVED. 


and that I will never forget that I am saved and from what I am saved. 

in the belly of the whale

(my notes from CF's current series, "Jonah"  - message delivered by Pastor Todd Mullins, May 21, 2016) 

(Image from Sunday School on Pinterest) 

Disobedience comes  with a pretty high price tag.


When we choose the easy way out, three things happen:
One, we lose out
Two, others lose out because of our losing out and
Three, we realize that the easy way out is not really easy.


The short cut to Jonah's story tells us that he ended up being brought back by the storm and eventually sent to Nineveh to obey God.


But that didn't happen automatically.


Things happened inside the belly of the whale before Jonah was able to get out of it.


It is worth saying again.
That humans as we are, we busy ourselves analyzing how Jonah survived in the belly of the whale.


Realize this: 
God appointing a fish to take care of a fool is no big deal.

It is a small miracle coming from the Authority who spoke the earth, and everything in it, into existence

Because no matter how hard we try to find a flaw and express doubt in the miraculous, it would not strip God of His Holiness and Authority.


Inside the belly of the whale for three days and three nights,  things CHANGED,


For as Jonas was three days and three nights in the whale's belly; so shall the Son of man be three days and three nights in the heart of the earth. (Matthew 12:40) 


There are things that must change for Jonah to get out of the belly of the whale.
And it is so reassuring that even when Jonah messed up, God still answered his prayer.


Then Jonah prayed unto the Lord his God out of the fish's belly,2 And said, I cried by reason of mine affliction unto the Lord, and he heard me; out of the belly of hell cried I, and thou heardest my voice. (Jonah 2:1-2)


In the belly of the whale, while it is being tossed up and down and round and round the rough seas, there was no one that Jonah could turn to.

Not the sailors for they have been the ones who had thrown him overboard, in the first place.

No one.
But God.



That instance of being swallowed by a whale--
 it is easy to regard it as a punishment

But it is not.

In fact, it is a provision for Jonah's rescue.


The first thing that must change before we can get past our past is :

to change our POSTURE in prayer.



For thou hadst cast me into the deep, in the midst of the seas; and the floods compassed me about: all thy billows and thy waves passed over me.
Then I said, I am cast out of thy sight; yet I will look again toward thy holy temple. (Jonah 2:3-4)


Jonah's prayer posture in the belly of the whale was such that he was looking toward His holy temple

Look again toward thy holy temple


When thou saidst, Seek ye my face; my heart said unto thee, Thy face, LORD, will I seek (Ps. 27:8)

Seek God's face

Look toward the author and finisher of your faith
Don't run from God; instead , run TO God


don't let that set back set you back
don't let that mess up mess you up

for all we know, that setback is a set up for a come back

And as Jonah changed his posture in prayer, he also changed his PERSPECTIVE


But I will sacrifice unto thee with the voice of thanksgiving; I will pay that that I have vowed. Salvation is of the Lord. (Jonah 2:9)

Sing praises.
Choose to worship.
Let praise invade your problem

Even if we are in the belly of a whale.


Because salvation comes from the Lord.

Prayer and Praise

Don't look at the PROBLEM
Look to the PROMISE

Does God have our attention?
Don't make God get our attention the hard way

Are we listening to Him?

Listen.

Maybe He is giving us a leading on how to solve a problem
But we choose to do it our way

Do we play like God in praise
Yet play like the devil on party night?

Surrender to God before we find ourselves in the hard place
Make God first.


Witness how God gives second chances


And the word of the Lord came unto Jonah the second time, saying,
Arise, go unto Nineveh, that great city, and preach unto it the preaching that I bid thee.
So Jonah arose, and went unto Nineveh, according to the word of the Lord. Now Nineveh was an exceeding great city of three days' journey.
And Jonah began to enter into the city a day's journey, and he cried, and said, Yet forty days, and Nineveh shall be overthrown.
So the people of Nineveh believed God, and proclaimed a fast, and put on sackcloth, from the greatest of them even to the least of them.
For word came unto the king of Nineveh, and he arose from his throne, and he laid his robe from him, and covered him with sackcloth, and sat in ashes.
And he caused it to be proclaimed and published through Nineveh by the decree of the king and his nobles, saying, Let neither man nor beast, herd nor flock, taste any thing: let them not feed, nor drink water: (Jonah 3:2-7)


When the whale vomitted Jonah into dry land, God issued his instruction a second time.

Jonah was sent to Nineveh and according to God's word, Nineveh was overthrown.



 Change our PATH  through obedience

The lesson from the story of Jonah tells that
disobedience is the quickest way to delay our destiny


You can't become new person if you live your old life

Make a U turn

Look up and hope again

Turn WORrying into WORship

God wants us to make a U turn

Don't miss your destiny because of a detour.
Don't let your past keep you from your future

Anytime you focus on your history
you do it at the expense of your destiny


Jonah's story is a message of grace and hope


Respond to the message.

never too late

(my notes from CF's current series, "Jonah"  - message delivered by Pastor Todd Mullins, May 14, 2016) 

It is never too late to be who you could have been...


The book of Jonah speaks in the first Chapter:

Now the word of the Lord came unto Jonah the son of Amittai, saying,

Arise, go to Nineveh, that great city, and cry against it; for their wickedness is come up before me. (Jonah 1:1-2)


He was a prophet of God being asked to go to Nineveh and preach. 


But Jonah rose up to flee unto Tarshish from the presence of the Lord, and went down to Joppa;and he found a ship going to Tarshish (Jonah 1:3)

Instead, he ran away from God. 

What was he thinking? 
That he could hide from God in Tarshish? 


so he paid the fare thereof, and went down into it, to go with them unto Tarshish from the presence of the Lord.(Jonah 1:3)


Did Jonah think that he could really get away? 

But the Lord sent out a great wind into the sea, and there was a mighty tempest in the sea, so that the ship was like to be broken. (Jonah 1:4)


We know the rest  of the story.

After the ship crew had thrown away stuff into the water to lighten the ship so they won't sink, the storm continued raging. So they asked among themselves who could have been responsible for that calamity. To which Jonah admitted that he was the one the Lord was after and asked to be thrown into the sea. 

Then the sea calmed. 

Only with obedience did the wrath of the sea dissipate. 


We can question all we want the veracity of this story. 


Now the Lord had prepared a great fish to swallow up Jonah. And Jonah was in the belly of the fish three days and three nights. (Jonah 1:17)

Scholars question whether it is even possible for a man to be swallowed by a fish and stay alive for three days 

They keep digging and digging and missed the message  


That is so human of us.
To busy ourselves with the ways of the world that we miss the ways of the Lord

As if finding what they think is  a flaw could strip the Lord of His holiness


And this is what the enemy uses to lure us to sin 

The Enemy plants seeds of doubt and make our paths laden with things that would make it easy for us to disobey God 

God's ways are simple but they aren't always easy 

God's simple instruction was for Jonah to go to Nineveh and preach.
But it isn't easy. 

Nineveh is today's equivalent of Northern Iraq where you can find the most brutal people. 
Their ways in times of battle are cruel. 
One could understand why Jonah chose to flee. 

And the enemy made it easy for him to run away. 

But Jonah rose up to flee unto Tarshish from the presence of the Lord, and went down to Joppa; and he found a ship going to Tarshish: so he paid the fare thereof, and went down into it, to go with them unto Tarshish from the presence of the Lord.(Jonah 1:3)

An available ship
Money for fare 

Off he went. 


But there are hidden messages there. 
Whenever you went from God, you always PAY for it (so he paid the fare)
Anytime, you disobey, it will always bring you DOWN (and went down into it)

And this sin of disobedience will take you farther

Like Jonah when he had to be thrown out into the sea --farther down where a huge fish could find him and swallow him. 


 We always choose to take the easy way out 
And when we choose the easy way out, we MISS OUT on the opportunity to be used by God 


Yet we say we are God's children. 
We claim that we belong in the family of God..
That we are believers

When the ship's crew realized that someone on the ship was responsible for the calamity, 
Jonah admitted he was the one.

And he said unto them, I am an Hebrew; and I fear the Lord, the God of heaven, which hath made the sea and the dry land.(Jonah 1:9)

I am Hebrew and I fear the Lord 
I am Hebrew and I fear the Lord 
I am Hebrew and I fear the Lord 

Let that reply sink in.
To claim that he was Hebrew--that he was from God's tribe, 
To claim that he feared the Lord 

YET, he fled when God asked him to go to Nineveh

It is the same as saying: 
I am from God's land, I fear him. I will run away from him because what he asks me to do is difficult. 

That is indeed an easy way out. 
And when we take the easy way out, we don't only miss out on serving the Lord, 
we also cause others to lose out. 

By Jonah disobeying God, the people of Nineveh lose out on being saved. 

When we sin and flee from God, we prevent His work being done through us 
Jonah was being commissioned to be God's ambassador 
AS though God is making  his  appeal through Jonah

Our sin impacts other people in our lives. 
A divorce impacts the lives of the children caught in between fighting parents 

What is our sin costing others? 

Corruption in the government impacts the lives of constituents who are forced to live in poverty because the corrupt government officials chose to put the funds in their own pockets 

All sins have repercussions in the lives of the people around us, if not our own lives 

When we take the easy way out, truth be told, it is NEVER easy.
It is NEVER easy. It cannot be punctuated enough. 

God will send storms -- so that come hell or high water, we will know that we are being pursued by God 

But even these storms are not meant to break you. 
God used the storm to BRING Jonah back.
This is how storms are used in our lives to bring us back to the Lord. 

So that we may learn the lesson in the fish that swallowed Jonah

God knew that the storm is going to get Jonah. 
Imagine God giving instructions to the big fish 
"Go. Save Jonah. Swallow him." 


These are of course not the exact words of instruction 
but nevertheless, the big fish obeyed. 

The fish was more in tune with heaven. It knows to not complain and just OBEY. 

See? 
When we choose the easy way out, it is NEVER easy. 

Because there could be storms and fishes that could swallow you. 


Let us remember, that everyday a ship is going to pull up and offer us an easy way out. 
The enemy makes sure that the options for an easy way out is always available. 
In a way that it would be easier to choose the enemy's offer. 

When we are in tune with God, we learn to recognize the ship.

In our lives, many of us are maybe at different spots now
Some of us are standing on the dock thinking whether to set foot on a boat/ship. 
Some of us have already paid the fare 
Some of us are already in the belly of a whale. 

No matter where we are already at, we can always repent and pray. 
Being on our knees is always a good thing
Our battlecry: Fight your battles on your knees


And then we can TURN BACK 
Do a 180. 

Make it right with God 
And OBEY



It is never too late to be who you could have been...

Because when we are called and we choose to run away, 
Chances are, we would be facing a storm that'll bring us back 

So that we can make things right 
and we could be who God wants us to be. 

It is never too late to turn back.


The decisions we make today determine the stories we're going to tell tomorrow